~*~Nicks P.O.V~*~
I thought that I would never love another.I went home once again to an empty home.I suspected something was going on.She was always leaving for various reasons.I let myself get into this damn relationship and she's not commiting.I went upstaris and turned on some music.I wasn't in the mood to listen to OUR music.The phone rang
"Hello?"I said trying to be happy.
"She's gone again isn't she?"Howie asked.
"Yea."
"Man,she needs to stop doin' this to ya Nick."Howie said trying to cheer me up.
"I know.When will she learn?"
"I dunno.Anyway,are you going to the awards tonight?"
"Yea..I am.I'll try and be happy before I go tonight."
"Okay Nick"
"I'll see ya later Howie.I better get ready."I said.
"Alright bye"I hung up the phone and went upstairs.I changed into something more comfortable for the show.It was almost 6pm.The show started at 8.I left.As I was driving down the street.I saw a girl so beautiful.I don't know what came over me.She didn't see me.Then a girl was walking across the street.She looked right at me.I felt so a lone in this world with out her.She left me again for the third time this week.When I got to the award show there were the guys with their girlfriends.Brian with LeighAnne,Howie with Claudia,Kevin with Kristin,and AJ and Amanda.And then me...well nobody.How could anyone love me? I am that bad? I wish someone would just love me like a normal person and not run out on me.MTV and all of the other news reporters there kept asking me where's your girlfriend Nick? we wanna know.I didn't tell them the truth.I just made up some silly little lies so that they would leave me alone.
~*~The Show Started~*~
We were up for 3 awards tonight.It's not like we're going to get any.We're running up against *NSYNC.Now that's something we have to overcome big time!The first award was "best group".I though"we're dead! *NSYNC is going to get it".I thought wrong.
"And the winner is?THE BACKSTREET BOYS!" I jumpped for joy.I hugged Brian and the guys.As I was walking up there and seeing all the fans and how the support us.That made feel a little bit better.
"First of all I would like to thank all of the fans for making this dream come true.And I wanna also thank god for giving me the voice to sing."I said happy and proud.All the other guys thank girlfriends and what not!I wish I had one to thank.It was toawrds the end of the show for "album of the year" "geez here we go again" I thought to myself.I crossed my fingers hoping that we would win.
"and the winner is? THE BACKSTREET BOYS" I was happy once again.I didn't want to speak.I was too tired and I wanted to go to bed.I was just happy we beat *NSYNC for once.
~*~At Home~*~
When I got home there was a message on the machine.
"Hey Nick,it's your girl.I just wanted to say sorry for not being there this afternoon.My dad needed me at home.Love ya bye"
I knew she was lying right through her teeth.I couldn't stand being lonely anymore.I was depressed.I got in the prowler and decided to take a drive to clear my mind from all of the stress that I have going on right now.I have no clue what has gotten into my girlfriend ..nor me.We were going perfectly fine until she started sneaking off with other people.
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